I sat rooted in front of the television; oh no! Oh shit! Suhit’s voted out from Indian Idol, now before you guys jump to any conclusions, I think the Indian reality shows are made so goddamn dramatic that they totally turn me off, however last Thursday my sister who is a devout follower of the show came over to my place and I ended up watching it along with her, that’s when I saw this heavy metal rocker, and looking at the standard of singers cum performers in the show, he was awesome, and well nobody really liked him cause I guess not many viewers are into western music leave alone thrash metal, rock or whatever!
But that baby had it; style and personality, so yea I finally had to go against my principles and decided to watch the show regularly for him, and on the third night from then, he was voted out, I was surprised at the fact that I was crying, am I obsessed? No no, I am just upset, but it’s just been three days I saw this guy that too on TV and am crying... I think I am really mentally stunted….. God no way!
I called my friend up and told her about it, she started laughing at the crying bit (infact everyone who heard about it, did) and she used the same words obsessed and mentally stunted, after that I err went on a kind of a survey asking my close friends about this, and every one of them ended up saying the same; you’re kinda cranky and weird, gullible and you have obsessions and with obsessions we mean OBSESSIONS!
Somehow I can’t believe it, hmm to be frank I don’t want to believe it, obsession is similar to weakness, and I hate this word, anyway I was too busy grieving about Suhit to think about myself, plus I had to finish this book… ahem… “Shopaholic”, Becky (the main character) was so much like me, I loved that book, it’s like I already knew what she’s gonna do next, it was so much like reading about myself, and pity she only tried to help people and ended up screwing things instead, pity that her husband didn’t kiss her goodbye and she thought her marriage is in ruins, she left her home, god! I would have done the same, but after looking at it on the whole I realized what she did was wrong, but then I would have done the same as she did
I started having doubts that am I really like her? Yea I am; I heard a small voice in my head, I read the book again, keeping a neutral view and realized that I too end up taking irrational and extreme steps which are generally not required, I am gullible and I am obsessed But I quickly get over them as well, but when I do something I really do it, and when I want something I want it bad, sounds childish, yea I won’t argue I do get offended and emotional on small and useless issues, maybe that’s why people find me mentally stunted
But this is me, and I don’t think I can change, maybe with time I would, I am not writing this cause I am upset or whatever , I wrote this cause I discovered something about my myself or rather now I accept the fact about what I am and I am glad that my friends take me as I am excluding the occasional complains about my silly ways, like spending and ridiculous things I end up doing cause of some celebrity crush ( trust me you have no idea what extends I have gone up to) so thank you everyone for putting up with me, but hey I put up with u guys as well , don’t I? :p
5 comments:
hmmm...well for once m at a complete loss bout wat to say.....its not d kind of blog on which i can brew up some kinda comment....well it was definitley gud....i mean it really gave d feeling dat dey were some kind of train of thoughts.....but dats just it......well all i can say i cant find nething very special bout dis thing....i spose it was just a long time since uve put up a blog dat u did dis thng??
BTW....is shopoholic or watever a non-fiction or a fiction....cuz if its fiction m damned if u had been really thinkin so much bout - wat she(becky) did was wrong and all dat stuff......well... :P...
oh and its thrash metal... ;)
"shopaholic" is a fact-fiction fusion kinda book... i kno its nuthin special and nt upto my standards :p
bt i actually wrote this for myself so i hope i can be excused this time :)
oki...u already knw hw much i hate suhit...n he cant even sing metal well...all he does is sceream which according to him maybe heavy metal...bt seriously... thts nt any genre of music.... it kind of reminds me of pepsi ka naya advertisement... anyway...for ur sake i hope he gets thru th wild card round (bt nt at amit's cost).... n ya thts it..
okay forgive me, but i beg to differ. suhit, frankly speaking has no talwnt whatsoever, especially compared to the other singers in the show. now, i'm one of the biggest fans of rock around, n i can say with complete confidence that that guy can't even carry off a rock song.
i'm osrry if i sounded opinionated and stubborn, i'm just a little sensitive about the suhit isssue. :-p
that was nice....it was simple n very light to read...i liked it....different from all d rest (as usual..hehe).
u are an obsessive gurl for sure....but im not too sure about u being 'mentally stunted'....well u do act a bit like dat...but it is not to such an extent dat u can call urself mentally stunted. u know wat im soooo gonna miss all this talk....ur obsessions, d guys dat both u n me like(lol), ur art of spying(if u know wat i mean ;-p)...omg there is soo much i can write dat im gonna miss.
but i also want u to hv a gud life n hv a good career....god i can be soo selfish at times yaar.
:-(
hehe enuf wid dis talk.
luv ya yaar!! keep up wid d gr8 blogs...lekker!!
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